That's who i want to be...just me. But i still have to find that key so that half i can finally see

..::..i need to get away for awhile, run for a mile, and exclude the depressing things inside of me that have made that huge pile, and maybe for once i can smile..::..

that's who i want to be...just me. But i still have to find that key so that half i can finally see

~~everything i say to you comes out wrong never right, everything i want to do is done by someone else, they didn't steal it from me, they just got there first. But it sure feels like they stole from me and my hurting heart
that can't depart~~

*^*its hard to force a smile, force a laugh every now and then, but i only do it for you. i do it in hope that one day you'll fall in love with that smile and that laugh*^*

..::..i should be dressed in black with blood dripping from my fangs, but instead i'm dressed in pink pretending to be happy about everything. if only people knew the real me..::..

**you never know what you're missing until it's gone, then you can never bring it back. live your dreams today and live every day like it's your last.**

**i miss you more when you're here then when i'm away... when you're in the room i miss you more then when we're miles apart, it's just too bad this will never work out...**

!#!well well you say that's true? because for love there has to be 2.!#!

*^*when u have lots of things in common u end up being friends but when ur total opposites u seem to attract*^*