Dammit. When did loving you become so hard?

Time is running out even in this very minute, you can think about the future all you want but if don't pay attention at the present you will have no future.

They say "knowledge is power", they say "a wise man admits he knows nothing", they say all these things. But God! The more i know the worse the world gets.

When you're not looking, I'm silently watching.

You don't know this, and I'll probably never tell you, but at least this website - a small portion of the world- will know that beneath my cold exterior, maybe for just a brief second, I loved you. And I'm scared shitless that one day you'll find out.

If I ever had a chance of heaven, I would willingly sacrifice it for the gates of hell just to see that bullet create a hole between your eyes.

My beloved enemy,

I had to choose to kill you or love you. If I kill you, I would lose faith in life and kill myself. If I love you, the world will lose faith in me and will order my death.

Sincerely,
Your hero who renounced the world

There's this itch that I have that you'll never know about. You see I consciously made an effort to delete you from my contacts, but everyday I search you as if you were never erased.

The pain I had because of you, now lies 6 feet under ground within your grave.

Making love to him
In the way I love flesh
Devoid of emotion
Senseless, apathetic, sinful,
Sinister in my ways
I ruined him.

From -My Name Is Malice- poem