This thing i feel inside me, it can only be felt...
I go to sleep at night wondering, will i wake up...

You creeped up from the shadows, right behind my...
the bitter attention given, sets me up for this...

Sitting.
Waiting...

Every time we argue, i feel like i've died inside.
I feel like our feelings clash and our feelings...

It never did occur to me
About how much people care...

It's a big eye opener
The razor glides across my skin...

Our eyes meet and a smile is emurging
Your smile amazes and my heart starts surging...

I see you sitting there
Very alone and cold...

Everyday i go through this
Everyday is the same...

My eyes were open, but i did not see
All of the havoc that would come for me...

I don't know how to make this better.
The way you look at me, makes me feel so wrong...

My hands are shakey and my mind is trembly
I don't know why i do this and i don't know how to...