Almost a year
since i've harmed my self
almost a year
i want to feel the blood
rush threw my vains
i want to feel the pain
almost a year
i can't let that year be wasted
almost a year
and i am still here sayin
let me cut!!
its MY fix!!

I dreamt that we where one
it felt so real
that you where mine again
it was so reali thought it to be true
then i woke up and realized i lost you

Tear drops falling from my face
just make them go away
saddness is all i feel
when everything should be okay

Emptiness is all i feel
saddness is all i hear
no one seems to be who they are
and life is just a dream

Go ahead try and pretend
that everything was my fault in the end...
but you didn't see that the one that was changin wasnt me..
*i just didnt want to be around that*

Fear runs thru my vains
as i walk thru those doors
my future is jus ahead
and i want to run away
but this is what i have been waiting for....

Be happy in the moment your in
No point of worryin if its not here yet

This addiction
is starting to take over
i can feel it
but i dont want it to go away....

Just Hold Me And I Promise I'll Forgive You, Of All The Pain You Have Caused Me...

Love is only what We want it to be
how do you know your not in love now?
see you don't if tell yourself you are
then you are, if you look for things to be wrong then they will be