You Just Have To Wake Up
And Say Todays going to be a Good day
And Tomorrow its Going To Get Better

I Tell Myself
It's Not Getting in my way
no way not today
Depression is only what you make of it
And its not going to bother me today

I look at my life and everything i have
its wonderful
im just not

Tired of getting up when all i do
is fall down

I feel like i wanna run wanna hide
from everything i feel inside
its tearing me apart
when i should be glad

I've got everything yet i feel so empty
if this is all and one great big plan im ready to start playing my part

....Just Sitting on The Side lineS...

Im at this point where nothing makes sense, when this time it should

Im ready to be yours
why cant you be mine?

I want be the twinkle in your eye
the star in your sky
the only light you need

I sit here stareing at the shattered glass broken from anger and rage
my reflection in each edge
each edge sharp enough
to rip threw my flesh
to the core of my problems