I can't believe you
left me like that
you said you'd be there
but i guess now
i know the truth...

It hurts because im with him
thinking of you
kissing him wishing it was you
thinking of him feeling my heart with you

When someone ask's
Are you happy
I want to be able to say yes
because I know that i have you

Thinking about you
while im kissing him
is killing me
i just can't get you off my mind

You've got me on this high
And I'm so scared, when i get off
I'll crash.....

I'm dying by trying to be happy

I won't open myself to get hurt....
not anymore, but i'm only killing myself that way.....

I'm tired of crying
i'm tired of trying
i'm tired of it this time
i'm not going to let it control me

Im not going to cry
im not going to wonder why
im not going thru this
one more time

I want to go deep
deeper till it hits the bone cuts
my vain and tears my soul