Love is a false illusion

Not wanting leave
i turn around and say goodbye
goodbye to what we had
goodbye to you
goodbye to our friendship that i held so true

You dont really care you just want somebody to love you
even when you saw me hurting myself
you said it was ok

When someone ask's
Are you happy
I want to be able to say yes
because I know that i have you

When you leave i hold you for a split second
And i charish that till i get to hold you again for that split second

Did i go though so many others
just so i would know when i found you
not to let go?

This feeling i have i cant describe
im on top of the world
i control all but your heart
:(

I want you
i will have you
despite how people tell me to give up on you

Im broken inside
falling apart
trying to keep it together
but your gone

Are you so blinded by my beauty
That you won't make a move

...LoL... Sry Not ThaT Funny....