From the moment i met you
i knew some how you would be apart of my life
No i didnt think we would me so wrapped up in each other
but i am thankful for the day i met you....
I just hope you feel the same way....

I realize that you dont love me you need me only for you...
is everything always about you?

I dont know what to do to take back the things i did
i cant to take back the things i said
i just hope you know i am beating my body blue for it

I want you but if you dont make a move I might get tired of waiting for something thats not gonna happen...

TRUTH IS...
If he cant see how wonderful you are
He's not worth it......

I wanna know.....
why is that so hard?

Hiden thoughts
Hiden emotions
Tearing her apart......

My body shaking
my hands moving
my head spinning
the urge to cut has come over me
and is uncontrolable

I'm crying- please help
I'm cutting- please help
I'm not eating- please help

See i did ask for help you just didn't see it

Please dont ask to be strong today
This is my weakest hour
My weakest thought
I am leaving this dreadful life