You knew what was going on
You knew i was hurting
You knew i was cutting
You knew i was crying
YOU KNEW!
So why didnt you Care?

>To:MyMom

The hardest thing is watching you walk away from me, everyday and you not knowing how I feel......

The way you look at me
I know what your thinking
The words you say
I know you care
The way you laugh
I know your truly happy
Now if you only knew about me. . .

I've gotten so far with my cutting its not even controlable
its not even to ease pain but
its more like an addiction to pain now

A little girl asked me
whats that on your arm
i had no choice then to tell her the truth
i cut myself because i ease the pain i feel inside
that little girl has never been the same

Im not scared of being alone
its what i might do to myself
that scares me

Im tired of hidding
Im tired of fighting
Im tired or trying

This face i put on is old of wear
It's getting old and starting to tear

You Say You Care....
If I died tomorrow would you even notice wasn't there?
If i died tomorrow would you come to my funeral?
If I died tomorrow would you ever think about me?

*Thats What I Thought*

When i see you cry, because your hurting, it breaks my soul, tears me apart
Yet i am strong for you just like you are for me
I put myself back together that instent
So i can put you back together