Raped once
raped twice
raped once again
whats the diffrence?
they stole my soul the 1st time
they stole my inocence
they stole everything i believed in

The blood flowing down my vains,
oh it satisfies me
but only for a little bit
only for awhile
then i cut again
and i shall never get better.....

>Just another lost soul wondering the earth, waiting for someone to find me

The pain of my innocence leaveing me when he was raping me was just to much to bare...
I DIED RIGHT THERE...........

>You have to hit rock bottom before you can ever be on top

Looking for a reason
Just to stay here today
Looking for a way
Just to make it thru the day

Once his gone he wont be back so dont take forgranted what you have

When someone asks are you okay?
I always say what really is okay?
And are you prepared to hear my answer?
Most people can't even answer my 1st ?

These scars have become a part of me
hoping they go away
they dont
maybe its just a reminder of what
really make me , me
and what makes everything okay!

Almost a year
since i've harmed my self
almost a year
i want to feel the blood
rush threw my vains
i want to feel the pain
almost a year
i can't let that year be wasted
almost a year
and i am still here sayin
let me cut!!
its MY fix!!