Drugs
just make me worse
With nothing i feel like i wanna die
with them im outta control
What am i to do?

When i see you cry, because your hurting, it breaks my soul, tears me apart
Yet i am strong for you just like you are for me
I put myself back together that instent
So i can put you back together

I want you but if you dont make a move I might get tired of waiting for something thats not gonna happen...

I dont know what to do to take back the things i did
i cant to take back the things i said
i just hope you know i am beating my body blue for it

I realize that you dont love me you need me only for you...
is everything always about you?

From the moment i met you
i knew some how you would be apart of my life
No i didnt think we would me so wrapped up in each other
but i am thankful for the day i met you....
I just hope you feel the same way....

I hope
i wish
i pray
that when that day comes
i'll be lying next to you
dreaming the same dream

I'm still here
Why?
Dont know
Some people say its not gods way..
So is it gods way
For me to want to die everyday....
Attempt it everytime it gets to
hard....

.i dont think thats what he had in mind.

Im hiding so much
if you only knew
it would be tearing you apart too

My bestfriend >She<
is kind
is caring
is loving
is beautiful
is funny
is Gone....
No im not a les or bi i just miss my bestfriend