I'm trying to deal with this on my own
i'm too frittened to tell anyone
i don't want my mom to go through this again
but the more i hide the more it shows

I'm fighting this battle
i'm starting to believe
that i can not go on......

Missing her so much i just want things to be the way they used to be
Why can't they....

Im so confused
i love you but seriously
could i see my life with you?
no
and to realize this it hurts so bad
i dont want to live without you
yet it would only hurt worse later....

One way out
all my problems gone
all these feeling gone
all my pain gone
the only way
to take that knife to my throat and ...
ill drop to the floor
my one way out
never works.....

Lost and confused
all in a haze
drunk from this love that has
caused nothing but pain

All the pain ever placed upon this girl
Is drawn in every vain
Every inch of every day

Are you so blinded by my beauty
That you won't make a move

...LoL... Sry Not ThaT Funny....

Im broken inside
falling apart
trying to keep it together
but your gone

I want you
i will have you
despite how people tell me to give up on you