I'm dying by trying to be happy

You've got me on this high
And I'm so scared, when i get off
I'll crash.....

Thinking about you
while im kissing him
is killing me
i just can't get you off my mind

When someone ask's
Are you happy
I want to be able to say yes
because I know that i have you

It hurts because im with him
thinking of you
kissing him wishing it was you
thinking of him feeling my heart with you

I can't believe you
left me like that
you said you'd be there
but i guess now
i know the truth...

I sit here stareing at the shattered glass broken from anger and rage
my reflection in each edge
each edge sharp enough
to rip threw my flesh
to the core of my problems

I want be the twinkle in your eye
the star in your sky
the only light you need

Im ready to be yours
why cant you be mine?

Im at this point where nothing makes sense, when this time it should