Drugs
just make me worse
With nothing i feel like i wanna die
with them im outta control
What am i to do?

When i see you cry, because your hurting, it breaks my soul, tears me apart
Yet i am strong for you just like you are for me
I put myself back together that instent
So i can put you back together

You Say You Care....
If I died tomorrow would you even notice wasn't there?
If i died tomorrow would you come to my funeral?
If I died tomorrow would you ever think about me?

*Thats What I Thought*

This face i put on is old of wear
It's getting old and starting to tear

Im tired of hidding
Im tired of fighting
Im tired or trying

Im not scared of being alone
its what i might do to myself
that scares me

A little girl asked me
whats that on your arm
i had no choice then to tell her the truth
i cut myself because i ease the pain i feel inside
that little girl has never been the same

I've gotten so far with my cutting its not even controlable
its not even to ease pain but
its more like an addiction to pain now

The way you look at me
I know what your thinking
The words you say
I know you care
The way you laugh
I know your truly happy
Now if you only knew about me. . .

The hardest thing is watching you walk away from me, everyday and you not knowing how I feel......