Love is a false illusion

wanting so bad to reach for that knife
wanting so bad to end it tonight
wanting so bad for everything to be differnt
wanting so bad to have you in my arms

Raged with anger
My mind only thinks about one thing
That blade
Hiden in a book
With all my solutlions
That Blade
With the words of knowledge

My Shattered Soul
Lying on the floor
Screaming
Crying
Bleeding Inside
Wanting To Die
>Silence<
>Drip<
>Drip<
My Shattered Soul
Cold
Life Less
Every Drop Drained
From My Shattered Soul

All the pain ever placed upon this girl
Is drawn in every vain
Every inch of every day

Lost and confused
all in a haze
drunk from this love that has
caused nothing but pain

One way out
all my problems gone
all these feeling gone
all my pain gone
the only way
to take that knife to my throat and ...
ill drop to the floor
my one way out
never works.....

This feeling comes over me it
melts my spirt and tares my soul

Im just a girl
confessing her love
for a boy
hoping not to get
ReJecTeD

These feelings i have for you
grow stronger everyday
each moment i'm with you
each hour i spend
i want you more and more
why can't you see
you mean everything to me....