They are days when my world goes a shade of grey
And I cant seem to keep a smile on my face...
Can you see the artificial ease
She plasters across her face...
Holding onto you is a never ending battle of will
The pain never stops flooding my eyes, clutching...
The angel of death sits stone cold, like a glass...
Ready to shatter at the lightest of contact...
I find myself not really caring
As i slowly turn numb...
I sit and wonder why
What lead me down to this place...
Dear Diary,
How did i let myself fall into this trap...
The flaws of my not so perfect character taint my...
The cold air around is corrupted with the smell of...
She is truly alone now
Daddies now long gone...
Does he know what really goes on
Behind closed doors, behind blue eyes...
Daddy please
Not again...
They look upon her
and think shes still there...