Dear Diary,
Daddies gone and its all my fault...

Pointless Cry's of sorrow sting the air with hate
Questions that cannot be answered swell my heart...

Shes drunk again
At the end of the day...

I can feel myself fading.
I just can't be strong...

My wrists bleed suicide red
my throat swallows stainless steel...

Try so hard to hide my scars from view
Wishing people not to see the pain I went through...

When will you notice
When will you care...

I hope your proud
As i lay cold as stone...

Did you ever wondr that it would be you
Leading yoursself to your own demise...

I find myself not really caring
As i slowly turn numb...

My wrist is a shade of suicide red
A crimson rain free falls to the floor...

Someone once asked me
If love was worth the pain...