My name is Gabi..I was diagnosed with RSD/CRPS..ive stopped looking for a guy to love cause i figure no one will want a girl that is half disabled and writing is my way to vent about everything that has hapend to me. |
Trying to reach for something
not sure what...
He's my happy medium
The one that can make me smile...
She has everything you want
I have nothing that you need...
I know your not my dad
And you can never be...
I don't know why I'm still with you
Maybe its cause I like the pain...
I never stopped loving you
And for the past year...
At first it felt like a two day dream
Then I realized it was reality...
Sorry I'm such an embarrassment
That you don't want to be seen with me...
It's hard to explain
The way I feel for him...
Please help me
I'm falling apart...