Trying to reach for something
not sure what...
He's my happy medium
The one that can make me smile...
She has everything you want
I have nothing that you need...
I know your not my dad
And you can never be...
I don't know why I'm still with you
Maybe its cause I like the pain...
In a way I feel stupid
I'm having feelings for you...
I have to keep telling myself
That it will all be ok...