Life never has gone my way
Perhaps it is I who has led it astray...

The fighting never ending,
this single night...

Sitting in the dark,
Staring into that computer screen...

It seems so simple beneath the lies
No one can ever understand...

I ponder of age, I ponder of ways to wave goodbye...
So I will take a breath and step away and one day...

I will ruin people’s lives no more
Get in their way and be their scorn...

If you weren't using me then tell me what I missed...
And you will go to him but think of me and be that...

Life won’t stop leading me down,
So many wrong turns...

You thank me for thinking you are beautiful and I...
And I suspect you don't feel the same and a...

I believe that she is beautiful and even as she...
So fall into my arms and fall into my bed and my...

How can I move on if you won't let me go? And I...
You never understood how I could just be sad or...

Everyone looks at me like I am a monster when I...
So cut my throat and cut our ties and now I know...