I'm sorry but its an obsession,
anorexia is who i've become...
No matter how hard I try,
This I can’t seem to fight...
You say you want the best for me,
but you always put me down...
The choices I have
to live or die...
Controlling my feelings,
Controlling my pain...
If I could have one wish,
id wish upon a star...
Everything we had,
It felt so right...
I don’t know what to say
Or even where to start...
Why do you write poems about me?
Calling me a beautiful foe...
I cant take it,
Not no more...
Sometimes I think about,
What it would be like if we where still friends...
Ive never felt so warm,
When I met you that day...