I didn't know fear! It said it would show me, now i feel so little, now i know fear!

What more could have i done, to save her life! Don't tell it was her time, i know time, and it wasn't!

I gonna count to ten, and by eight you'll have no pulse!

There are somedays where i'll cling onto anything that keeps me sane. Then there are others where i'll do the complete opposite.

To starve yourself to the brink to bleed untill your faint. Sometimes i need to sit on the brigde between this world and the next.

They would say i am a fallen angel, but i only fell half way, so now what am i? Which side do i take when both are as bad as each other?