Pills in the cupboard
dirty knifes in the draw...

This is the monster
the monster in me...

In my dreams
i am beautiful and nice...

Lying in my bed
trying to clear my mind...

I was lying in bed
and herd the phone ring...

I want to make you come
come inside my dream...

I hate you
what on earth did you think you were doing...

I sit here and cry
hoping to die...

No love
no happiness...

Natalie i love you
you're there for me everyday...

Why did you say that?
why did you always have a smile...

My body lying next to yours
feeling so safe and secure...