Trying to be happy
trying to smile...

I thoguht i was happy again
but i guess i was realy wrong...

I thought things were getting better
i thought things were going to be fine...

I love you so much
I love your sweet gentle touch...

I was lying in bed
and herd the phone ring...

Why is it everytime i know whats going to happen
but i just let you do it to me...

I don\'t want to be like everybody else
i don\'t want to be like you...

I tell you i hate you
and that i don\'t care...

I saw you today
and you looked at me like you knew...

Im so confused
i just dont no what to do...

Dear god
I'm just wondering why...

Dear Natalie
i just want you to know...