I ask am only a portion of you, am I denseless?
My feelings inexistent to your devotion, to you I...

I am not the replica of everything you've desired,
a venom of disguised poison forever watering your...

A glooming day, the sun won't rise
I transformed into definitions of what i despise...

Eyes glowing to the sky, a voice begins to shout
The moon looks so bright, above my sea of doubt...

It hit me, the slap in the face of an angel
He'd fit many shapes, but turned to a slight angle...

I despise the day i spoke the words of ignorance
now i hold the disaster consequence...

To the boy who is my lover, who has transformed...
These words that I'm writing, I solemnly swear its...

Disappear for my sake, and my sake only
I want you gone, I want you away from me...

Is it just me, or does it hurt to breath?
Hurt to see whats right in front of me...

As I hold my breath, as I cross the path, to where...
Theres pain in my chest, remembering theres...

Dreaming, breathing
you're hearing the screams from down the hall...

Here i am, with my parents
At the dinner table...