Its long but please read all of it...
people think I'm perfect...

Amanda is the best
thing thats happened to me...

When you look at me
cant you see my disguise...

I'm useless
theres no point of me...

I'm sick of this feeling
the one that i feel always...

Why is always
the guy i love...

Please read all/
i cut my skin...

I feel the open wound
my hearts still not in one...

People say i need to get help
but look at them there just as worse...

I'm just another girl
who lived her life a lie...

Steffan,
i wanted you to love me...

I took out the knife
when i came home today...