Dear dad,
You can just go ahead and do it...

Destroyed they'd say
putting down her self esteem...

Do you enjoy the sound of my shattering heart?
the sound of my whole world falling apart...

Dear diary,
I can't stand the sound of his voice...

Every time I'm standing strong
something bigger makes me small...

~this is like my second love poems ive ever wrote...
I know theres something in the look of your eyes...

Here i am, with my parents
At the dinner table...

As I hold my breath, as I cross the path, to where...
Theres pain in my chest, remembering theres...

Lying on the bathroom floor
blood all over my wrist...

Smile upon you're face
To watch me slip and fall...

Its not what you'd expect
you lie there still...

You make me want to smile
but then it makes me want to cry...