Why is it I always bleed?
I'm such a mistake...

Wishing you were here
but not wanting you near...

Yesterday, i was so happy
you said you love me...

It's funny how,
things work out...

I never asked to be sorry
If its over its over for sure...

So close your eyes and sleep to dream.
I'm by your side...

I waited for you, how come you're not here.
All night I stared at the stars...

Around the cotton candy clouds we play
by the sturdy candy cane posts...

Laughing at the bands we hate,
all the places we used to visit...

I gazed into the starry sky
when i saw a falling star...

I am complex.
i am a being who has accepted that life is...

It's so nice sitting very still,
in a room where no one else can feel the pain...