I know you think you've lost me,
That I'd choose him over you...

I look in the mirror
And hate what I see...

I wake up in a hospital,
Surrounded by my family...

Sat in my room
Holding those pills...

Make it stop,
Make it stutter...

Look at them all,
So unhappy and crying...

Beat me, rape me,
Rip me apart...

'There she is again,
That poor girl...

Slit open my veins
And feel the pain...

I know I haven't done things right,
I know I've been wrong...

I never meant to do it,
Never meant to bring him here...

You torture me inside my mind,
Into the vast darkness I fall...