I've let you go before,
I've never been what you needed...

To my loving mother,
The post-it of all time...

I can say that I want to die,
Because that's what everyone wants to hear...

Dear Little Journal,
I want to tell you a secret...

Come unto me to my misery,
Let them know everything they cannot see...

The golden eyes of the abyss see within people...
Darkened skies reach across and build uncanny...

Bleeding out my soul.
The gleam of the knife is shining bright...

I was in love with another at the time that I...
It was that long ago when the nights froze with...

My life never meant anything to you,
You dropped me when you were the only thing that...

Want am I supposed to say?,
Will things be better if you stay...

Help me if I have fallen, down into this endless...
I once had someone who would be there to throw...

My love, you have no idea how many times I cry at...
Everyday I take shallow breaths, thinking that...