**It's kinda long but please read*
I'm sorry dear Mother...

Stop using my heart...
Wasted off like some kind of toy...

We cannot hold back from what we have done or...
Maybe for that is the reason that some of us wish...

Loved you so much and now I'm in deep despair,
None of this would have happened if I was just...

I was in love with another at the time that I...
It was that long ago when the nights froze with...

You were my angel of love,
You told me of all that was good...

I will pick my feet up one at a time,
Not even the howling wind can't hold me back now...

Don't bother me with your petty resistance,
I've given up on this lifes instance...

An eye for your lies,
Nothing you can say will come to my surprise...

I cannot take this living hell anymore for reasons...
My friends tell me that cutting is bad and I...

Say hello to my shadow,
For it is my friend...

I can say that I want to die,
Because that's what everyone wants to hear...