I wake up to darkness, surrounded
in dirt..I'm in a small tight bed, my...

Talking to the wall, wishing
it would answer the question...

I'm numb to the world, as numb
as can be. I'm falling down i...

I'm sitting here as I cry myself to sleep. Just...
All the pain I feel, all the fights i see, I don't...

"grandmother&quot...

I hide, under my rock i stay
waiting for a better day..a day...

I hate myself for who I am
and who i claim to be. I hate...

Im weaking, it starts to show
im walking away..from all the...

I miss being happy, I'm always sad
i miss people loving me, even my...

Speak to me, I'm not real
touch me, as i cannot feel...

I let you step all over me
i let you be my friend, we...

I'm crying, but you cannot see
my tears..I'm screaming out all...