Life is flying by wither like it or not
it's hard to refuse when your so alone...

What do I have to look forward to
everything in my life gone nothing to do...

Why do you look at me with your face so sad
what have i done to make you so mad...

The attempts of dieing is quite rewarding
nothing can seize my sorrowful sad soul...

This warm crazy taste that i grave
this breaking of the skin that i save...

Fat is that who I am
fat is that within...

She looked in the mirror with eyes so sad
she is angry with her mom she is mad...

I seek a girl with precious eyes
it can't be me my eyes are the devil...

She laughs so hard when I cry
She smiles perfectly while i frown...

Happy Valentine's Day
I know I'm not your mother...

WHY CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND ME JUST FOR A SECOND
WHY CAN'T YOU LOOK INTO MY EYES AND TELL ME WHY...

I thought I new what I really wanted
but now I'm not sure the past that i have hunted...