If I love you, am I trapped?
Unable to get my old life back...

If only you knew...
How I really feel about you...

I don't want to feel this pain anymore
I can't hold onto you both so I'll let you both go...

The leaves fall
The wind blows...

You lack motivation
Even though you have plenty of reasons for...

Sweet abyss of nothingness,
It haunts me everyday...

We are strong
Individually and together...

Save me from the misery laid in front of me
Save me from the time I've wasted on him...

Will I always be stuck in their shadow?
Fulfilling dreams that aren't mine...

I'm barely able, I can't breathe
Can't you see the pain you brought to me...

Tell me I'm your #1 even if I'm not
Tell me you love me even if you don't...

I'm so tired of this, so tired of you
Tired of all the heartbreak you've put me through...