Look deep within my eyes, what do you see
A happy girl or a painful memory...

When i'm with you my defenses hit the ground
If i hear your voice, my ears hear no othe sound...

Black rivers running down my face
eyes blood-shot, yet underintoxicated...

Teardrops of my soul
fall endlessly to the ground...

Laying in bed
whispering your name...

Underslept,underintoxicated -yet-
the only thing i require is...

Everytime you utter a single syllable
You make me drink in your posion...

These soul-less eyes of mine/
Have seen so much hurt and pain...

Teardrops of my soul hit the floor as i remember...
These feelings i feel i thought were not misplaced...

The world around me withers and falls
I see myself backed against the wall...

Every night i drink a nightcap
to help drown away the pain...

I wonder about life everyday and why it has to...
So i hide my emotions and try not to let them...