I've lost all that mattered to me
I wish I could've kept you...

Deep within my soul
locked within my heart...

Every time i fail it reminds me I'll never do...
Every time i lose i realize I'll never win...

I move so fast the world seems a blur
I try to slow down but then i get stuck in the...

The color of my skies
are tinged with grey...

How long has it been since I've felt this way??
It's been a good 2 years and some odd days...

Vines bound me
next to the spiders...

I lay here and wish my eyes would close
And yet the pain within no one knows...

Before I sit down before you
And tell you everything about me...

Trapped within a mind
with no escape...

Laying in bed
whispering your name...

Silent screams
unseen tears...