I hurt myself today
to see if i can still feel pain...
As the last drop of blood
hits the floor...
I speak in a language no one understands
I breathe in a way in which i don\'t take in air...
I have a hidden feeling
A pain thats deep inside...
I'm going to a wake
They called it homicide...
The pain within my heart
is a pain that cant be cured...
Dull the pain and shut my eyes
feel the pain that I contrive...