Tonight I'll find the courage
To finally end my pain...
Trapped inside my thoughts again
Staring at the wall...
Staring into the mirror
With a smiling face...
Lissa had a perfect face
One of every girls dream...
An ordinary girl
Or so it seems...
I hurt myself again today
I gave into despair...
You held me up
When I was down...
Everything is going wrong
I just can't make this right...
Using all the strength I have
To keep myself awake...
I drift away to yesterday
Into cloudless skies...
I wrote this a long time ago... So some of you may...
An ordinary girl...
I'm longing for vision in these blinded eyes
A glimpse of light in these overcast skies...