I've written lot's of poems, some hopeful and some...
But lately all that comes to mind is everything...

(More like a story in poem form you could say, but...
Sitting at home today, solitary and quiet...

I wish I had the courage
To do exactly what I feel...

This might sound crazy
But I'd really like to know...

Always searching
Never finding...

Here it comes
Another fight...

Looks in the mirror
With a grief stricken face...

Here I sit again tonight
Feeling Sweet release...

Daddy I promised myself
I would never be like you...

Thought I had nothing
So I left it behind...

As I slowly slip away
Inside this darkened mind...

To hell with this
I don't care...