Here's the "normal daughter,"
That you've wanted so long to have...

It feels like nothing-
Hurts like everything...

(people have been emailing me and asking if joshua...
I reach, but I feel only air...

Restraints,
At my hands and feet...

(in HATEFUL remembrance of Kevin... one night...)
I have sinned...

(the title of this poem makes my name seem...
Behind closed doors...

You gave me new pain to feel.
I'm still a slave to what I thought was real...

Everything that could be, is wrong.
Feeling like I don't belong...

I hate the fact,
That you own my soul...

Dressed in white, stood the bride.
Slowly sipping Cyanide...

Gone too far this time,
She can't ever take it back...

Nothing that I know of,
Could ever hope to change...