You hate this whole family,
It’s so often shown...

I wish we could cuddle all night,
In the back of your car...

(Prom night, may 7th, 2005... Pontiac Grand Prix...
*~JCBT 4-3-04...

I write
Despite what they tell me and...

( i know that this poem is really long, but its...
Searching...

My mind, is confused.
Wandering...

The fog makes it hard to see,
Surrounding me...

Didn't think I could EVER,
Love you less...

Why do you make it so hard?
Why is everything...

You may not entirely understand this poem... it is...
(DEDICATED TO JOSHUA, MEGGLES, SHANTEL, ANDY...

Keep me awake,
These thoughts swim through my head...

Pretend,
Playing fake...