Spilling my contents,
Recording the events...

The fog makes it hard to see,
Surrounding me...

My mind, is confused.
Wandering...

(people have been emailing me and asking if joshua...
I reach, but I feel only air...

One million teardrops,
Fall from my eyes...

You hate this whole family,
It’s so often shown...

( i know that this poem is really long, but its...
Searching...

I wish we could cuddle all night,
In the back of your car...

(Prom night, may 7th, 2005... Pontiac Grand Prix...
*~JCBT 4-3-04...

Fcuk this.
It seems like every drop of sun...

(I don't know what came over me when I wrote this...
I’m wondering why...

You consume me with your pain and grief.
You’re shredding through my soul...