(in HATEFUL remembrance of Kevin... one night...)
I have sinned...

Outside,
Taking in deep breaths...

The fog makes it hard to see,
Surrounding me...

Sometimes, i wonder, if i should tell her to run.
To save herself, from what she could become...

Nothing that I know of,
Could ever hope to change...

Gone too far this time,
She can't ever take it back...

(this poem might have been better in a friendship...
Somethings wrong with you...

Dressed in white, stood the bride.
Slowly sipping Cyanide...

You gave me new pain to feel.
I'm still a slave to what I thought was real...

(I don't know what came over me when I wrote this...
I’m wondering why...

I dare you to deny me,
TRY me...

(people have been emailing me and asking if joshua...
I reach, but I feel only air...