One million teardrops,
Fall from my eyes...

Spilling my contents,
Recording the events...

( With this, we were asked to chose 5 random words...
Obscurant...

(Prom night, may 7th, 2005... Pontiac Grand Prix...
*~JCBT 4-3-04...

Laying on my back- looking up at the stars
Hearing the heat of the fire...

( to all the f-----g preps at richland high...
Death warrant for my bleeding soul...

You may not entirely understand this poem... it is...
(DEDICATED TO JOSHUA, MEGGLES, SHANTEL, ANDY...

Why do you make it so hard?
Why is everything...

I write
Despite what they tell me and...

Your bracelets sit upon my wrists
i stare at them, lost in unconsciousness...

You consume me with your pain and grief.
You’re shredding through my soul...

(the title of this poem makes my name seem...
Behind closed doors...