I scream
I cry...

**Somewhere deeply stuck in a heart of broken...
**You helped me out and was always there for me...

This voice inside my head
is the only one beside me...

I took a dozen diet pills
i slit my wrist and bleed...

If tomorrow I'm not here
Please don't be sad for me...

We arrived on the same day For different reasons...
It was my first time not yours to you it was just...

Thats right I tried to commit suicide Darkness...
They tried to lock me up but I'm free as I hid...

I read her new poems her pages of plea
Wanting to end her life begging to be free...

I still can't believe the pain
All of her sorrow...

Dear God I know I was wrong
For blaming you for everything...

They tried to lock me up and away inside
When I myself made the decision to Die...

Life hands you lemons what do you do
throw them back? the decision's all you...