I realized...
Just a few days ago I realized...

It hurts.
It hurts so much...

Amber I'm not supposed to feel like this, I'm...

I don't know how to tell you or what to tell you.I...
I don't know...

I don't know how to tell you or what to tell you.I...
I don't know...

If I died some time soon would you come to my...
Would anyone be there...

-I didn't write this but my friend Nellie did!!-
Remember the days, remember our ways Don't forget...

Everything we did was funny and great but now that...
TO MY FRIENDS NELLIE,AMBER,CASEY, AND JEROME...

The pain that is inside of me.I struggle every day...

MY HEART WAS ONCE RED,PEOPLE CARED,LOVED AND...

YOU TOLD,
I TOLD YOU NOT TO...

SHIT WHY DID YOU DO IT,WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO...