I let you in,
My guard was down...

I feel suicidal,
Though I have never slit my wrists...

My [words] get s.l.u.r.r.e.d.
I |mumble| at :times...

Failure I feel
Giving into the emotions...

Life seems so hard to me, and I know I'm not the...
A billion thoughts run through my head, and i mean...

A midnight walk down the nice breezed riverside,
A couple holding hands with nothing to hide...

You look so good today,
Yes i did take a glance...

I Think about you all the time,
I can help it at all...

Wanting to talk to you,
Wanting to feel your touch...

You have to have the strength to let go,
But have enough strength to not turn back...

These Fears; they always build up,
The emotions are uncontrolable...

I said to myself, You had to leave,
You could no longer stay...