To Everyone I Look Fine
But My Outward Appearence Is Decieving...

Darkness falls all around
Not just after sunset, at all times...

Pleasure fades like the setting sun
There one minute sure, bright and brilliant...

Subtle As A Butterflies Wings
Quiet as the wind in the still night...

All the angels look down with disgust
A hate of our lives and our lust...

Why did you come back?
I had finally found my way back...

Today there was another fight,
Ending with my anger filled night...

Abandoned like the last leaf of fall
Can they not see the caused pain...