Abandoned like the last leaf of fall
Can they not see the caused pain...

My soul is in pieces
shattered upon the dirty ground...

Darkness falls all around
Not just after sunset, at all times...

Life is such bullshit
There's nowhere I fit...

All the angels look down with disgust
A hate of our lives and our lust...

Subtle As A Butterflies Wings
Quiet as the wind in the still night...

Today there was another fight,
Ending with my anger filled night...

I can't pretend anymore
Pretending to be someone I am not...

The power of your mind
The persuasion of others...

Function of the mind
Mind eye's view...

I am sorry my dearest friend
As you may soon witness the end...

My wrists are dripping blood
The cuts are worse...