I close my eyes,
I try to sleep...
I say i hate you
i say you ruined my life...
I called a dozen times
you said you'd be there...
Sunny days brought starry nights,
To me a lifetime ago...
I tried for so long to forget the pain,
I tried to find a new love...
Thinking about you as I lay in the dark,
I'm falling into your heart...
Never been a pain like this,
Suffocate my heart...
It's like an addiction
so strong and forever bounding...
Your eyes glisten like newly fallen snow
your hair is as light as a white dove...
You don't know what i would do
to have you next to me today...
I always imagined
what it was like to be loved...
Stop! don't look at me
for i am ashamed of...